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Hello.

Tue, 19 May 2009 20:40:43 GMT

I haven't really blogged much here on xanga. ;p
Well, I talked to this one guy about the upcoming Yogurt Time show. Turns out he cancelled it so he can make a better one during the summer, like some dance & acoustic showcase. So I guess that's alright. I was looking forward to it though, cause it woulda been just this month. Hm.. OH! & Christian invited me to perform with him for the SCPA Papia (: Which is really cool, cause I've already performed with him once, but I get to perform with him again, yknow? But we have to make sure if it's allowed. Cause they invited HIM to perform, not me ;p Haha. Oh, & I think Marc's performing (: I still long to perform with him too. Hmm..

I'll get back to learning "One Day I Will" (: Bye loves ~

So..

Fri, 08 May 2009 01:43:41 GMT

I made a song today. I'll record it some other time. (:

http://www.chaarmaaiinee.wordpress.com/

YES!

Wed, 06 May 2009 02:45:19 GMT

It's so great to know that I'm gonna finally perform! Not just that, but with Christian Hermida (: That'll turn out pretty cool, I hope. I'm gonna be nervous, but it's cooooool. I still needa ask my dad. My mom approved already & I needa give Christian & that lady my answer if I'm able to (x Kathleen Badar says she's gonna try going to watch me (: Which inspires me more, but scares me );

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 15:32:48 GMT

So as I was bored last night, I found something I could kill time with. Watching some of my favorite youtube / blogtv stars ;D I don't think Albert remembers me anymore. Haha. It was just pretty fun, cause they'd just keep singing my requests. (; Kathleen Badar co-hosted, after Katon. Idk, a lot happened.. IN THE 6 HOURS.
I can't believe I was there from beginning to end. Hahah. It totally got to me though, considering my dream last night was about watching them on blogtv. Wow. Hahhah. Hm, in the last hour or whatever, Albert & Mark were just reading questions we asked, & everyone took that as shoutouts. [x Then there was like 10 minutes of them just screaming & yelling.. Hahaha. "Radioactive spiders?! AHHHH." Omg, it was just crazy, ahhahaha.

Anyways, I just can't wait to go to Coronado Beach today (: Especially cause I'm going w/ people I haven't even seen in forever, & It's good I'll get to talk with them again. I still needa know if Jamie can go.. Hopefully she can! "/ We didn't get to do anything for Spring Break. -_- Lol.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 06:49:14 GMT

At the moment, I'm watching Albert Posis & Mark Mejia + Kathleen Badar on blogTV. They've been singing SO nice (: I've got a lot of shout outs. ;D HAHAHA.

I guess I can say TODAY, I'm going to the Coronado beach w/ Jamie & my old youthgroup (: I can't wait. Lemme go back to watching blogTV :D I've been watching since 9am to NOW! & It's almost 1am, so that's pretty cool [x

BUT SO ADDICTING, CAUSE THEYRE SO GOOD [:
Christian Hermida's gonna sell me a c-cocoa shirt for discount! (: Well, on May 1st. Anyways. Kbye (:

Day one.

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 07:37:46 GMT

Today was a really really fun day (: I woke up, thinking about if I can actually make it to the show @ Mira Mesa High School. Francina & I planned a lot of stuff last minute, but thankfully it all worked out well & we were able to go (:
Before that..

Since my parents & grandma left yesterday for Disneyland, my sisters & I had some free time by ourselves. We pretty much got to do whatever (: My parents are coming back tomorrow evening, I believe. I went to the mall around 5ish, but I was supposed to be there @ 4. Accidentally kept Francina & Angela waiting (x But hm, yeah. They got their pikachu & pooh balloons.. HAHA. I felt like their mom (x
When we went to MMHS, at first they were gonna bring the balloons w/ them to get it signed by Jesse Barrera.. HAHA. Then after a minute of walking into the school, they finally realized to put it back (x I really wanted a Jesse Barrera shirt, cause it says "jb ; i'm not a heartbreaker" & it's really pretty (: But I was broke, & I spent it all on stupid admission (x AGH.
Meeting Jesse the first time, Francina did this little thing w/ Jesse's hand. "Why did the piggy cross the road?!" "Uhm, I don't know! Why?" "To hold your hand! (:" or something. HAHAH, she's stupid, but it worked (: I posted it on youtube for her, & I got Jamie a shout out the second time we met him after the whole show. Btw, the whole show was BORING. But I guess waiting til the end was worth it (:
I was able to watch Kathleen Badar, Randolph Permejo, Cathy Nguyen, Andrew Garcia, Alan Ladan & of course, Jesse Barrera perform. It went really well, but then the mics kept screwing up & would work. D: Or the connection to the guitars & whatnot. So we had to tolerate that.. Lol.
I saw Katon again, but it was funny cause I was talking to Francina & Angela then I saw someone coming near us & then just standing there. & I look, & it's him & we're like. "HAAAY! (:" Haha, then since Angela & Francina don't know him, I'm like. "Hey guys, this is Katon (: He makes really good music." Then he's like. "Did you just call me hot?" HAHA WHAT? xD "WHAT?! HAHA, no! You're hearing things! (x I said.." repeated. Hahha, sucks we didn't talk more.

Jesse signed my phone phone! ;p well, over my WOW pictures. But it's alright (: Hm, I took pictures w/ everyone but Kathleen. & Katon ;p I was gonna take a picture w/ Kathleen but she was outside smoking.. So I just left. HAHA. (x

Eating @ Mcdonalds w/ Angela & Francina's fun (: But creepy, cause there was this guy who went up to us & stared at us talking to himself.. x__x OMG. Hahhaah, I guess I'm done (: Bye ~

Actually,

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 00:12:57 GMT

Might I add that I love talking to everyone? (: Things I post here aren't here for no reason.

Man, a lot of things won't stop taunting me. I mean, not just people, but the whole situation in general. I have problems in school, out of school, from other schools, at home.. I've found out some drama in my family, at school & whatnot. Idk, it's just pretty complicated now.
But it kind of sucks, how I'm trying to make peace but people just won't accept it & stop. It's alright though, because eventually it will end. Only until "I should just stop." is finally realized.

Keep calling me names.. Cause it just helps show I'm being the mature one in the situation.

Anyways! Spring break is up, & I haven't gotten that many plans set up for the week yet. I'll get to doing that soon, but in the meantime, this is my chance to finally sit back & relax. I think I did good on my big history chapter test. (: It turned out easy, cause last night I studied for so long reading the whole chapter again to refresh my memory. The mile run was annoying! Ooh, we got our music shirts today (: Juliet designed them, they're really nice. Hm, I don't feel like blogging more. (: Kbye.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 04:03:33 GMT

I'll turn the other cheek & take it. I'm done with this, and yes, I stick to my word when I say this. People who try hurting other people are usually hurt. I'll pray for you, whether you stop this too or not. You can say all you want, really. You can go back calling me some horse, you can neigh at me, you can laugh at me, you can hate me, but I don't care anymore at all. Starting fires, of course, starts fires that can burn anything in it's way. Fighting fire w/ that fire won't do anything but make it worse. I hope that you'll honestly stop this, because I know that I'm letting this go. I'm not saying that the things you've said are OKAY with me. It's still wrong, & I know that in your heart even you know that it's wrong, but I'll let it go because your insults won't let you go anywhere.
I apologize for anything I've done that might have hurt you, & I forgive you for the things you've said that have hurt me, or attempted to. Whether you say sorry or not. I'm done dealing with you, yet I'll continue praying for you healing & your blessings.

Goodbye.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 04:07:07 GMT

I didn't take it literally. I obviously took your drawing as an insult, because it obviously WAS an insult.
Just like you're latest insulting blog. Thanks a lot (:
A situation that started with one of your insults, is attempted to be ended with another of your insults. That's pretty smart of you. Oh & another thing. When's the last time I mentioned anything about the relationship? I'm not defending that anymore - cause it's already done. I'm simply defending myself because of your offense to me PERSONALLY.
Just know, that if you say crap about me within your friends, which I know you do - considering all the evidence, I don't care. But if you're gonna post it where I can see it, know that I won't let it go & I'll always be there to bring it back up against you and your little friends.
& please girl, don't keep cussing. Let's be mature now.

But, on the brighter side, I totally appreciate your effort of showing how much of a btch you & your friends could be (: Congrats! You guys are REALLY pro! <3

Guess this is doneeee!
Kbye ~

Anyways.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 04:42:57 GMT

Today was a blast (: I went with Juliet to the Yogurt Time show. Got there 5 minutes early, and still got front seats. I saw AJ while we were getting inside, and I was hitting Juliet cause I was freaking out [: Went inside, and after awhile Derek Portea performed. It was breathtaking though, cause after awhile he didn't know what else to sing. He asked the crowd, "Uh, does anyone just wanna sing up here? I'll play for you!" and no one went up. I honestly really wanted to, but you know.. Haha. He took my song request, Gentlemen Don't, but didn't finish the song cause he couldn't sing it. ;P
Katon performed, and he'd be looking at me a few times. I kind of recognized me, from when we'd talk about stuff online & when we met at Filam. It was interesting, cause after the show we stayed awhile & he went up to Juliet & I, asking if he knows us. I was like, "Charmainee!" & he was like. "OH! Yeah, I remember you now! Awh, I feel so bad.." Haha. "You're the one we talked about your music career.? Right?" Haha. "Yeah, just keep shooting for it & keep going. Keep trying. You're fourteen right? Kathleen's just 18. You have so many years ahead of you. Just sing everyday. Don't sing in your limits though, try getting out of that. You'll get better and better. Cause I know you have a lot of potential. Next time, just show me your videos if you want some more advice." There was more but I can't remember. Anyways. From there, I was inspired. I've never felt so much opportunity.
AJ performed last, where I'd sing to all his songs (x He brought Randolph, Andrew and Cathy to sing with him. After the show we all sang Happy Birthday to him for his birthday last week? Or this week. Haha. Overall, it was a great night.

AJ signed my phone. (: Haaaaaah.